Missing you two is tough, but want you and the family happy!

Dear Guillianna and Elijah,

Nana and Poppy are thinking of you both, and we always will.  We write these special love letters to you, because of the unusal circumstances we face.  Luckily we  do get to speak to and see the other grandchildren, and we hope every day that we will soon be able to speak to and see you again.

The other day, I promised you both a look at Sebastian.   So here you are.   He is growing – as is Cole.  Babies grow so fast.   Luckily you got to see Coles one year photos a few love letters ago, so here is a couple of Sebastian.

We love and miss you both so very much, and we hope all is well with you.   We are wishing for you to be happy, having fun, and building dreams.   Poppy and Nana will have an anniversary in a few days, we will celebrate by thinking how lucky we are that our marriage brought us our family, and from there, it brought us all of our grandchildren.   So when the end of September passes by each year, it is like the birth of a “love” that brought a lot of people together, and gave them all their opportunites, for them to choose their live journey.   Our kids, had Poppy to help them grow, and now some of them  have their own kids, who will possibly one day have their own kids.   It makes me think about how lucky I was to find Poppy, the person who is responsible for the beginning of  all of these love letters…. so many years ago.

When your mom as a small girl, she had so many changes in her life- things she did not want, and did not like, things she could not control.   When she came here to live she didn’t want me for a mom, and she did not want to be here, to make it all harder,   I was also very sick after she came, and it frightened her.   She was sure that loving us, or any people who loved her here,  and needing us, would end up  like before, with her getting hurt.    In so many ways, it seems your mom will not ever need or want Nana and Poppy in her life, and since she doesn’t want us there, it makes the chances of you both seeing us and spending time with us a problem.   There is much to tell and show you in the future.   Until then we will focus on making sure you remember all the good.   Never let it slip away, and be minimized into something worthless.  Our love is very true, and you are worth having love all around you.  You are lucky to have more new opportunities and we hope that you will enjoy every single thing to its fullest.   Things like another fall season…. I mean look its true the summer has flown by, and now we look at the Fall.

Before we know it we will be into October!   The month of Halloween parties, Jack-o-Lanterns, costumes and fun!  Luckily, unlike the Mitten, your new location will most likely have much better weather for the holiday!

All our love being sent your way today, tomorrow, forever and always,

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Love,

❤️Nana and Poppy❤️?